Tuesday, May 31, 2011

The Way of Perfection - Discussion of Chapter 42 - St. Teresa of Avila - Teresa of Jesus

                               .

               Discussion of 
                CHAPTER 42
            The Way of Perfection  
    - Treats of these last words 
        of the Paternoster:
    "Sed libera nos a malo.        Amen."          
    "But deliver us from evil.   Amen."
                                     .

St. Teresa continues to teach 
    regarding The Lord's Prayer:
                                      .

                                     .
     "Jesus  asked  'But deliver us from evil

                   for Himself"
  St. Teresa seems to correlates  
        Christ's asking of the Lord's Prayer  petition, 
            "Deliver us from evil",
        with the events of Holy Thursday,
               The Last Supper and
               The agony in the Garden
         and His impending passion and death.
        
            "beseech(ing) the Father 
                   to deliver Him 
              from so many evils and trials".
    She said:
       "I think the good Jesus was right 
            to ask  
       'But deliver us from evil
            for Himself
        for we know 
            how weary of this life He was 
        when at the Supper,
            He said to His Apostles: 
  
               'With desire I have desired 
                     to eat this pasch with you
                 before I suffer. 
                              
                 For I say to you, that from this time 
                     I will not eat it, 
                 till it be fulfilled in the kingdom of God'
                        [ Luke 22:15-16 ]
        From this it can be seen 
        how weary He must have been of living"   
       "with the picture of the cruel death 
                   that He was to suffer 
               always before His eyes
               ...and...
       with 
               so many offenses being committed  
                   against His Father and 
               such a multitude of souls being lost".
      "How right He was 
               to beseech the Father 
                   to deliver Him 
                        from so many evils and trials and  
                   to give Him rest forever 
                        in His Kingdom,
                   of which He was the true heir".
 St. Teresa writes twice that Christ was weary of life.
 This is not explicitly found in the Gospel readings
      so it seems this aspect occurred to her 
 as a result of her meditations 
      on the Humanity of Christ, 
      on His life and 
      on the Lord's Prayer.
  
     "What was His whole life 
       but a continuous death..."
 When Jesus  (in the Lord's Prayer) said,  
   "But deliver us from evil, Amen", 
 St. Teresa says  
   that He, too, is asking for deliverance 
     from the trials and evils of  the earthly existence.
 Her  interpretation of these words seems to be 
   that with His Ministry about to come to fulfillment, 
 Jesus was mindful of His journey's end.
  
  
  The Spanish word for "weariness
     is associated with troubles/sorrows  
  from which one would pray 
     to be delivered or assisted.
  St. Teresa was always mindful 
    of  Our Lord's sorrows and trials
    of His last  week and especially at the Last Supper
    which was just prior to 
          the agony in the garden of Gethsemane, 
          His betrayal by Judas, and  
          His impending passion and death.

 So, accordingly, St. Teresa  seems to associate 
      - the fulfillment of Jesus'  mission and 
      - His final ("Our Father) petition, 
            "Deliver Us from evil." 
  with 
      - His abandonment of His life 
            to His Father's will and deliverance
     
            "Now is my soul troubled
               And what shall I say?
             Father, save me from this hour. 
            But for this cause I came unto this hour".
                          [  John 12:27 ]

            "When Jesus had said these things, 
                He was troubled in spirit".
                         [  John 13:21 ]

            "Then He saith to them: 
                My soul is sorrowful even unto death"
                  [  Matthew 26:38 ]
 And as St. Teresa  said 
  that "The Lord's Prayer"  
      "comprises the whole spiritual road
        - right from the beginning
        - until God 
               -- absorbs the soul and
               -- gives it to drink abundantly 
                       of the fountain of living water
                   which...was at the end of the road",
  she now correlates the progression through this prayer 
       with the spiritual road of  Jesus
              - throughout  His ministry
              - through His trials
              - to the Father.
           "So also you now indeed have sorrow
                but I will see you again,
            and your heart shall rejoice; 
                and your joy no man shall take from you.
            I came forth from the Father, 
             and am come into the world:
           again I leave the world
                and I go to the Father."
                     [ John  16: 22-28]
          "I will drink no more of the fruit of the vine, 
               until that day when I shall drink it new 
             in the kingdom of God."
                   [ Mark  14: 25]
                                       .
                                      .

 Luke 22:
 10 And he said to them: 
      Behold, as you go into the city, 
         there shall meet you a man 
         carrying a pitcher of water: 
         follow him into the house 
         where he entereth in.
 11 And you shall say to the goodman 
         of the house: 
      The master saith to thee, 
      Where is the guest chamber, 
         where I may eat the pasch 
         with my disciples?
 12 And he will shew you a large dining room,
         furnished; and there prepare.
 13 And they going, found as he had said to 
         them, and made ready the pasch.
 14 And when the hour was come, he sat down,
         and the twelve apostles with him.
 15  And he said to them: 
        With desire I have desired 
         to eat this pasch with you
         before I suffer.
 16 For I say to you, that from this time 
         I will not eat it, till it be fulfilled 
         in the kingdom of God.
 39 Then going out he went, as was his custom, 
        to the Mount of Olives, 
        and the disciples followed him. 
 40 When he arrived at the place he said to them, 
       "Pray that you may not undergo the test." 
       "Pray, lest ye enter into temptation
 41 After withdrawing 
           about a stone's throw from them 
       and kneeling, he prayed, 
 42 saying, 
      "Father, if you are willing, 
         take this cup away from me
        still, not my will but yours be done." 
       Father, if thou wilt, 
         remove this chalice from me: 
      but yet not my will, but thine be done.
 43 (And to strengthen him an angel from heaven 
           appeared to him. 
 44 He was in such agony 
           and he prayed so fervently 
        that his sweat became like drops of blood 
           falling on the ground.) 
 43 And there appeared to him an angel 
          from heaven, strengthening him. 
       And being in an agony, he prayed the longer. 
 44 And his sweat became as drops of blood, 
          trickling down upon the ground. 
 [ See Gospel excerpts 
    of John, Mark, and Matthew below ]
                                          .
                                           .



                               .

   "Jesus asked  'But deliver us from evil
                   for us.
       He teaches us to pray for it, too.
       "His Son 
           asks it of Him 
               and 
           teaches us to ask Him for it too"
       "By the word 'Amen',
           as it comes at the end of every prayer, 
         I understand 
           that the Lord is begging 
           that we may be delivered 
               from all evil for ever".
       "When I find myself trammelled 
           by weakness, lukewarmness, 
               lack of mortification
               and many other things, 
         I realize that 
               I must beg for help from the Lord".
       "What a mockery it all is,...
           unless we beseech God 
            to deliver us from these perils for ever 
                        and 
            to keep us from all evil

       "O my God and Lord, 
           deliver me from all evil 
               and 
           be pleased to lead me to that place 
               where all good things are to be found".
       "I beseech the Lord, then, 
           to deliver me from all evil for ever, 
        since I 
           cannot pay what I owe, 
               and
           may perhaps run farther into debt each day".

                                      .
                          .

                                     .

  "Thy Kingdom Come"
      St. Teresa and those who have strived 
            with the help of God
      to become detached from  the material world,
      pray to God that He would
          - come and reside in this space 
             that they have made for Him 
                 in their hearts  (on earth) 
                 "Thy Kingdom Come"
                            or
          - "lead (them) to that place 
               where all good things are to be found",
                 to leave this earthly life and 
                 to be with God  in heaven
     So she says:
       "This life is unendurable".
       "What good thing shall we find 
             in this life,...
          in which we 
             - are deprived of our great Good 
                     and 
             - are absent from Him?
      "What can be looked for on earth by
          - those to whom Thou hast given 
               some knowledge of what the world is 
                        and 
         - those who have a living faith 
               in what the Eternal Father 
               has laid up for them 
         because His Son 
            asks it of Him 
                   and 
            teaches us to ask Him for it too?"
   
      "those who share in the favours of God...
          being already partakers 
        in some knowledge of His greatness...      
       They have no desire to remain 
          where there are so many hindrances
        to the enjoyment of so many blessings" 
        "...all the things they see on earth 
           seem dim to them 
                and 
          I wonder that they can live 
                for even an hour. 
      "No one can be content to do so 
      who 
           - has begun to enjoy such things, 
                and 
           - has been given the Kingdom of God 
                on earth, 
                and 
           -  must live to do, 
               not his own will
               but the will of the King"
                          .

                         .

 In chapter 19 St. Teresa also describes,
   "...this love and desire for God 
        (that) can increase so much 
    that human nature is unable to bear it".
 And in both chapters, as well as many others,
 She states 
 - that one should 
     -- follow God's will
     -- not one's own will
 - that human desires can be mixed with
     self-seeking impulses
 "I shall not think it at all wrong...              
    for us to change our desire 
  by reflecting 
    - that, if we live, 
         we have more chance of serving God,
           and 
    - that we might do this 
         by giving light to some soul 
       which otherwise would be lost;...         
    -  that, if we serve Him more
          we shall 
              -- deserve to enjoy Him more,
                        and 
              -- grieve that we have served Him so little". 
 "we shall gain a great deal by (such trials)
   if in order to serve the Lord Himself 
     we are willing 
           - to spend  a long time here below and 
           - to live with our grief".
 "...have patience and 
      leave himself in God's hands 
  so that His will might be fulfilled in him: 
  It is always best to leave ourselves
     in God's hands".

                                  .

                                   .

                                    . 

                                   .

  "Thy Will Be Done"
       Yet, despite her prayer for deliverance 
          from this earth and all its temptations, 
       she stresses the need to live 
          to follow God's will:

      "His will is for us 
          to desire truth
        whereas we desire falsehood; 
       His will is for us 
            to desire the eternal, 
        whereas we prefer that which passes away; 
       His will is for us 
            to desire great and sublime things,
        whereas we desire the base things of earth; 
        He would have us desire
           only what is certain, 
        whereas here on earth 
           we love what is doubtful".
        "And the hardest thing to bear, Lord, 
          is that I cannot know with any certainty 
              - if I love Thee 
                        and 
              - if my desires are acceptable 
                        in Thy sight".
       "And although our desire for this 
           may not be perfect, 
       let us strive to make the petition..."
        
       "...to deliver us from these perils for ever 
                          and 
           to keep us from all evil!"
        "What does it cost us to ask it, 
              since we ask it of One
         Who is so powerful? "
         Since we have already 
           given Him our will
         let us leave the giving 
              to His will, 
         so that 
              we may be 
                      the more surely heard; 
                              and
              may His Name be for ever hallowed 
                      in the Heavens and on the earth 
                              and
              may His will be ever done in me
              Amen."
                                   .

                                     .





                                         .
 St. Teresa teaches regarding  prayer:

  The Perfection of  The Lord's Prayer:
     "You have now seen 
      that it comprises the whole spiritual road
             - right from the beginning
             - until God absorbs the soul 
                   and
               gives it to drink abundantly 
                   of the fountain of living water
               which I told you 
                   was at the end of the road."
      "it comes from the lips of the Truth, Himself"

   Practicing  mental prayer  during vocal prayer:
 "What is meant by perfection in vocal prayer
   ...we consider and know 
        • To Whom the prayer is being made, 
        • Who is making it 
                 and 
        • What is its object"
         "For no one can...  
          make you say the Paternoster hurriedly, 
              without understanding it"
  "When you are told
        that it is not good for you
            to practise any but vocal prayer, 
      • do not be discouraged, 
      • but read this with great care 
         and 
      • beg God to explain to you 
             anything about prayer 
         which you cannot understand".
  
  In accordance with her advice above,
        to "beg God to explain to you...about prayer", 
     St. Teresa states 
        that the Lord was teaching her 
         even as she wrote this book.
         "for the Lord seems to have 
               been saving me labour 
           -  by teaching both you and me 
                    the Way 
              which I began to outline to you 
                    and 
           -  by showing me how much we ask for 
              when we repeat this evangelical prayer. 
         "for it had certainly never entered my mind 
             that there were such great secrets in it."
         "Well does His Majesty know 
             - that I should not have ventured to do so, 
                  and
             - that my understanding 
                  would not have been capable of it, 
                had He not taught me what I have said"         
          "Give thanks to Him for this, sisters, 
                for He must have done it 
           because of the humility with which 
               you asked me to write it for you 
           in your desire to be instructed 
               by one so unworthy.
          The Lord
               - has shown you the road and 
               - has taught me 
                    what I wrote in the book"
     
          "the Lord's will has been to teach us
          "I consider myself well repaid
              for my labour in writing, 
           though it has certainly 
              been no labour to me
           to think about 
              what I have been going to say,
           as the Lord has taught me 
               the secrets of this evangelical prayer
           which has been a great comfort to me".
         
  St.Teresa stated that she would have liked
      to teach regarding other vocal prayers,
      (for example, "The Hail Mary")
     
               "I had intended, as well...
                   to talk to you a little about 
               how you should say the Ave Maria... 
                   but I have written at such length 
               that that will have to be left over".
      But, she asserts that
         - by this study of the Lord's Prayer and
         -  by keeping in mind  
              ◦ To Whom the prayer is being made, 
              ◦ we, who is making it, and 
              ◦ What we are saying,
             one will be able to say 
                  other vocal prayers well, too.
      
         
            "If you have learned
                   how to say the Paternoster well, 
               you will know enough 
                   to enable you to say 
               all the other vocal prayers 
                   you may have to recite."
  Benefits of the Lord's Prayer

     ▪ "what great consolation is comprised in it, 
                  and 
          this is a great advantage to those 
              who cannot read"
          ( She seems to be saying that 
               one doesn't need to know latin or
             even the ability to read 
               in order 
                   to understand the Lord's Prayer,
                   to pray it  with devotion and attention to God,
                                  and 
                   to progress in prayer.)
     ▪ "If they understood this prayer
         they 
            - could derive a great deal 
                  of sound instruction from it 
                and 
           - would find it a real comfort" 
       "As we repeat the Paternoster 
           so many times daily,
        then, as I have said,
           • let us delight in it and
           • strive to learn 
                  from so excellent a Master 
             the humility with which He prays, 
                  and 
             all the other things 
                  that have been described"
       "This tells you 
          • how to conduct yourselves on reaching 
                this fount of living water 
                       and 
          • what the soul experiences when there, 
                       and 
          • how God 
                - satiates it and 
                - takes away its thirst for earthly things,
                     and 
                - makes it grow in things pertaining 
                     to God's service".
        "This 
           - will be very helpful to those 
                who have reached the fount, 
                     and 
           - will give them a great deal of light.
  The Disposition of this Book
       "Before you see this book 
            I shall give it to my confessor, 
       Father Presentado Domingo Banez 
            of the Order of Saint Dominic".
       "If he thinks you will benefit by it, and 
         If he gives it you to read, 
              and 
        if you find it of any comfort, 
              I, too, shall be comforted".
       "If he gives you this book, 
              he will give you the other as well. 
         ( 'The Life / Autobiography of  Teresa of Jesus' )"
        "Should it be found unsuitable 
              for anyone to read, 
         you must take the will for the deed, 
              as I have obeyed your command 
         by writing it."
        "Blessed and praised be the Lord, 
              from Whom comes all the good
         that we speak and think and do. 
             Amen."
                                     .



                                   .
             Gospel Excerpts: 


 Gospel according to John:      
      
   (Entry into Jerusalem)
 12:23. But Jesus answered them, saying:
                 The hour is come, 
              that the Son of man should be glorified.
 12:24. Amen, amen I say to you, 
                 unless the grain of wheat falling 
               into the ground die,
 12:25. Itself remaineth alone. 
                 But if it die, it bringeth forth much fruit.
 12:26  He that loveth his life shall lose it;
                 and he that hateth his life in this world, 
              keepeth it unto life eternal.

 12:27. Now is my soul troubled
                 And what shall I say?
              Father, save me from this hour. 
             But for this cause I came unto this hour.

   (Last Supper)
 13:21. When Jesus had said these things, 
                  he was troubled in spirit
               and he testified, and said: 
                  Amen, amen I say to you, 
               one of you shall betray me.
 16:22.  So also you now indeed have sorrow; 
                  but I will see you again,
               and your heart shall rejoice; 
                  and your joy no man shall take from you.
16:28. I came forth from the Father, 
              and am come into the world:
           again I leave the world, 
              and I go to the Father.
  Gospel according to  Matthew      

  (Gethsemane)
 26:37. And taking with him Peter 
                 and the two sons of Zebedee,
              he began to grow sorrowful and to be sad.
26:38. Then he saith to them: 
              My soul is sorrowful even unto death:
                 stay you here, and watch with me.
26:39. And going a little further, he fell upon his face, 
                 praying, and saying:
              My Father, if it be possible, 
              let this chalice pass from me.
           Nevertheless not as I will, 
              but as thou wilt.
  Gospel according to Mark 

 14:25. ...I will drink no more of the fruit of the vine, 
                 until that day when I shall drink it new 
              in the kingdom of God
                                       .
                        .
        End of Discussion
            of Chapter 42
    The Way of Perfection    
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